i feel like i haven't wrote in this thing for years.. i guess i have a lot of catching up to do.... today is another typical saturday.. just the usual.. sitting here.. bored with nothing to do.. we went to church yesterday and we saw lion king.. it was hecka funny for some reason... finally! testing is over.. i think i failed the math test and english.. cuz in english i took the test and after i was done.. i just glanced at daniel's answers and none of them seemed to match... oh wells..  but still.. i think i did ok.. the essay i screwed up on.. i saw uptown girls.. that movie is so stupid.. i liked the commercials for it tho.. and yeah... i feel like changing my xanga outline and i don't know where my song went.. that is why i hate these thingys.. i don't know crap about xanga or how to suscribe or whatever.. and all these code thingys.. i don't know what they mean.. maybe i'll just go plain and just go black and white.. i feel like watching cheaper by the dozen for some reason.. because we movie hopped into it.. and we saw like ten minutes of it.. then we had to go watch our movie.. crap.. i just realized.. imma get a B in english! noooo! how is that possible.. english is supposed to be pretty easy.. maybe next time.. i'll remember that i have a presentation to do and not lose 2 1/2  percent off my grade.. ergg!  and in science.. mr lark is kinda a fag but then he graded hecka easy on the science projects.. so my grade went from like a 75 or whatever to like an 83.. something like that..  :hallelujah choir in background: ....... anyways... in p.e. i think i failed the test.. how come p.e. is the easiest class but then the test is hecka hard.. oh wells.. and yeah.. i hate skoo.. i hope Jesus comes back like now so i don't have to go to high skoo and yeah.. and in geography.. i think imma get a b.. i don't know how but yeah.. frikkin how am i supposed to do what the natural resources in the NE region are..?  that is the most stupidest question ever! oh wells.. i wanna go see another movie.. i haven't been watching so much as lately.. on thursday.. ahnnah and i went to the mall.. everyone was there.. kristina and sierra and her friends.. andrew and sierra.. joe.. katie.. adler.. and the typical.. for some reason.. it seems like everyone idols katie.. at our skoo...  our skoo is so frikkin segregated.. there is the katie group.. the ppl who follow katie everywhere.. i wonder if they even wait for her while she is in the bathroom taking a major crap  and there is the katie haters.. they are a smaller group..  jk... :chuckles: there is the mexican ppl.. they always crowd the hallways and yeah... there is um.. the blacks.. they usually hang with the mexicans.. and there is the basketball team..they usually hang out with each other.. and for me.. i like hanging with the lil seventh graders and the katie hanging group.. and plus soo jung hangs out with them.. she doesn't really hate katie but she is friends with joanna and steph so yeah... all the eighth graders at our skoo are hecka gaysian and they think they are so at the top of the food chain.. HA!  they are so corrupt.. ahaha.. but then the lil seventh graders are fun... they so pure.. ppl like alicia.. and not miwah.. she basically runs the seventh grade.. bossing all the guys around.. HAHAHA.. go miwah!  oh yeah.. and the seventh grade boys have a lil group.. run my ping.. that fag.. who tries all to be like shin.. ping and all this other stupid ppl.. trying to cut themselves with knives and stuff.. retards! and they say they gonna kill themselves and stuff.. and if you look at there arms.. they got 1 millimeter deep scratches on themselves.. HA! so funny... and the dances at our skoo are so ghetto.. i went to one to see waht it was like and it was gay.. everyone just stands there and they play gay music.. and they block off all the vending machines so you can buy from the food ppl and they sell sodas for like two bucks and stuff.. that is prolly the last time i am going to a middle skoo dance... thursday.. we were playing basketball in P.E... it was an immortal game... everyone just kept shooting threes and they were swishing them.. everyone but me.. i just kept falling on all the lil rocks that the construction workers left behind.. stupid ppl.. grr..!  oh wells.. and tehy always sell donuts.. can't they come up with something else to sell.. like cupcakes or something.. i mean.. how can you profit from donuts.. what retards.. ergg... owweeee my ankle still hurts..... tear... i kinda wish to go back to skoo now.. cuz i am just sitting here.. typing away.. bored like crazy.. not knowing what to say.. how stupid.. dang.. i feel hungry.. i can't cook for beans.. i can't even microwave properly.. every time i do.. my food comes out half frozen and half defrost..  oh wells.. i hate those soups and stuff that comes in cans.. cuz when you cut the top and you let it out.. it is hecka sick.. eww.. i wonder what my favorite food is.. i never really thought about it.. there is way too many.. i won't be able to choose.. i guess im very undecisive.. wtcrap? xangazon? did they get that from amazon.. ppl these days..they come up with anything.. trying to beat some of the best manufacturers.. why can't they come up with something simple? liike nike.. just do it.. they made millions from three simple words... and so my advice to ppl is just do it.. i mean.. they made millions so .. if you "just do it" then you might be successful too.. man.. i feel so bored.. if i didn't like dogs.. my fun activity to do is.. put a white dog in a circle room.. with no doors.. then you cut out the top.. so it is kinda like the globe theater and you put a white dog in there.. and you make sure the walls are white.. and you let the dog run around.. and just start toying with it.. if i want to take my anger out.. or anything.. to the point where i wanna kill myself.. the way i think can relieve myself is by shooting something.. and i think shooting a dog is kinda funny.. but hecka to the millionth power.. cruel.. i saw something like that on tv.. it was hecka funny..  how sad.. i like dogs tho.. just not cats.. but if you have a white cat.. they would probably start jumping out of the circled room.. wait... actually.. i'm not a cat lover.. really.. more of a dog.. maybe if i have the walls high enough.. i could put a white cat in there.. and it would be more fun cuz when i start shooting.. the cat would start jumping.. more excitment..  cats are boring tho.. they just take up money.. time.. food.. and crap.. and they just crap everywhere.. unlike dogs.. who actually are pretty playful.. in return we give them food and care and loving.. but then for cats.. they just plain and boring.. you give them food.. and look what happens.. they just crap everywhere.. dogs would be really mans best friend.. if they could learn to crap in the toilet and flush.. like on meet the parents the cat not the dog.. goes potty or something.. ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.. ahahahahaha.. when i grow up.. i just wanna live in a lil one story house.. and get a pool.. and a pool table.. and a pinball set... and three computers.. and i just want a sleeping bag.. cuz i mean.. how much room do you need to sleep.. just sleep on the floor.. it's more comfortable and it's cheap.. then i wanna buy a collection of guns.. like in that one 007 movie where they press a button and all these glass cases of weapons show.. how cool.. and i just want a typical normal car.. anything is nice.. as long as it ain't an oldsmobile or something like that.. and then.. when i'm done with that.. i want to buy one of those cards you just flash and you get unlimited amount of food.. i know that regis philbin has one for mcdonalds.. but i wonder if you can have one of those for kfc and subway and crap.. it would be the best.. and then have one for blockbuster and hollywood video and starbucks.. that would be the life.. but then i think i just wanna buy a small one story house... and just have a computer and tv.. that would be the life.. oh wells.. and marriage... i doubt it.. i don't wanna end up like some unhappy ppl who get bossed around by their wife and have to take care of kids.. i mean.. im just a kid... i don't wanna think about that full responsibility until im like 50 or on life support.. then i'll be lonely and hopefully have kids.. jkjkjk.. i kinda want to have kids but just the thought of it.. i mean.. yeah.. it's scary.. and for a job.. i wanna do something with kids.. like teach or something... cuz being a teacher is fun.. and i wanna run things MY way.. i mean.. like movies.. they don't let us watch any pg 13 or R rated movies.. but when i'm a teacher.. that will change.. i mean.. movies that are pg 13 such as those jet li movies.. ppl see ppl get killed and die and get bloody everyday so why does it matter.. and then.. everyday.. i'll give them food or something.. or candy or something.. cuz whenever im in class.. im bored and hungry.. and yeah.. and then.. i'll teach them how to manage money.. unlike me who could care less about how i spend it.. and i'll make fake money for them.. and when they get an achievement or something.. i'll give them like a fake twenty.. and in the end.. they can get no homework passes and test passes.. and toys and whatever else they like.. and then.. for fieldtrips.. i would wanna go with them to the movies or something.. and watch a rated r movie.. or somehting.. cuz their parents won't let them watch those prolly.. and then i'll be the coolest teacher.. and every time i get fired.. or get on probation.. i could change skools.. that would be the life..  also.. i can just hang out with them after skoo too... cuz not many teachers hang out with any students like that.. so yeah.. also.. hw.. will be optional.. but then i'll give out mad tests so if they do their hw.. it will be a benefit.. i mean.. they prolly just give you hw to just torture you.. but usually in middle skoo.. they don't give out hw.. just a hecka lot of tests.. i mean.. tests show waht you're learning right? so yeah.. tests it is.. no hw.. ahahaha.. and they can eat and chew gum in class.. i mean.. gum? if you tell them they can chew gum.. they usually spit it out.. after they got flavor.. and i wanna teach fifth grade.. cuz then you only have one class.. so if you see gum stuck under someone's desk.. you'll know who's it is.. and they will lose the privilage or chewing gum in class.. food is no problem.. everyone spills stuff.. so why does it matter..? and plus.. you're not cleaning it up.. the janitor is.. and in class.. i won't really have to teach either... i'll just get an instructional video or something like that.. or.. i wanna get into counsling or psychology.. i like giving advice..it's fun.. and if tehy take your advice.. and they get screwed.. it ain't your fault.. it's an opinion so you can't really get sued.. what an easy job.. and you get paid hecka too.. but being a teacher is the best.. and you can mess with the kids also.. just scare them.. hecka.. but then be nice also.. and just cool... or.. i wanna work at a collectibles place.. you get a lot of money off those thingys and they are fun to play with...knowing you have an autographed pair or kareem's shoes or something is heartwarming..and then when you grow old and about to die.. you can sell that crap on ebay and leave a fortune to your kids or something.. oh wells.. now im really hungry.. i can't cook tho.. that is why i like fast food.. actually microwaving is faster than fast food.. cuz you gotta wait in line.. they take your order.. they heat up frozen fries and then they give it to you.. how touching.. these faces need a new face.. they need a retarded looking face.. and an ewww face.. so i can express my opinion greatly on the crusty mcdonalds fries or something.. ohh yeah.. i kinda wanna be a principal now.. cuz then i can just watch fights and encourage them and get better food for them.. cuz in elementary skoo.. the food SUX.. literally.. one time i ate cheeseburger and the bread was moldy and green.. and it had five fingers pressed into the bun.. eww.. sick.. :eww face right here: dang.. i wish i was flexible.. cuz then you don't get hurt as easily.. or like does bruce lee guys... you get hit in the adam's apple or something and their hand ends up hurting.. or something... ppl see that on ripleys all the time.. like when they get kicked in the balls or something.. oww.. they should throw up or something.. or cough.. now..i wonder.. how much does garbage ppl make.. cuz being a garbage man is easy..but then it will be a trash job.. ahahaha... i know some ppl who actually wanna be garbage ppl.. cuz they say you never know what you can find.. ahahahahahahahahaha.. oww.. my nail hurts.. biting nails is addicting.. but how is it a habit.. it isn't bad.. your nail just looks deformed after and hurts.. but then it feels good to rip the living crap out of the nail and yells hysterically with pain it feels good after tho.. cuz my pinky nail is like gone... i used to bite my left pinky nail until there was nothing left.. it would always bleed like hecka..then yeah.. and my ring finger the top of it is bent to its side.. cuz it got all messed up in football.. ahahaha.. but what's worse is john ryan's finger.. he got it stuck in a door.. and the door got locked.. and it was stuck there for like an hour.. and now he has like no bone on his index finger.. :disgusted face:... i feel like watching ripleys now.. there was a guy in the 40's who is hecka skinny liike me.. and he eats 20 pounds of food a day.. how sick.. wat a pig.. he much have a nitrou oxided muh tab buh lism.. yeah.. that's the word.. sometimes i feel like a pig.. cuz one time.. i finished a whole medium pizza by myself.. oww.. my butt hurts from sitting here.. i wanna watch the waterboy now.. i haven't seen that movie in forever and i forgot what happens in there.. all i remember is he becomes a football player and something about eating a frog or whatever.. chelsie and i were talking about it.. and i kinda watch a beautiful mind also.. i saw commercials for that and it looked hecka good.. dang.. frikkin movie prices are going up.. at hollywood video.. all dvds new release and old.. are 4 bucks and all vhs new releases are 3.80 and vhs old are 2 bucks and there games are like 6 bucks.. what a rip off.. then i return the movies or the games late and usually have to pay like 50 bucks or something when i could've just gone and bought the game for less.. and for some reason... i always owe ahnnah hecka lot of money.. and the most she ever had to owe me was like 40... i need a secretary or something.. or a money smart guy.. oh wells.. i like the feeling when i find money in my pocket after like a month or so.. cuz a couple or times i found twentys in my pocket that were all messed up cuz it got put in the laundry.. talk about laundering money.. cows.. i like cows.. i'm staring at this cow thingy and it is making me think of that one commercial where they take chocolate syrup and put it on the cows tongue and shake the cow.. i like chocolate but i like gum better.. and chewy candys.. like hot tamales.. why do they call chocolate an aphrodisiac.. dang.. i feel hungry now.. i want some gummy bears.. i heard that they got bees wax or something in there.. that is pretty sick.. and how lil bugs and stuff are in your food.. and how ppl eat maggot pies.. sick.. what if they didn't kill one of the maggots and it starts eating your flesh from the inside out.. sick.. what is there are bugs and stuff in your water.. i am starting to hate eating plant type of foods and junk.. dang.. im hungry.. maybe i'll just go to sleep again.. cuz there is nothing to do.. i can't wait til skoo is officially over.. after high skoo i feel like taking a year off and then going to college.. that would be nice.. dang..i feel like eating sonic.. haven't gone there in a lil while.. i feel like inventing something.. something fun.. like a new toy or something.. i dunno.. and velcro.. what kind of idiot came up with that.. velcro is stupid.. that is why they got tape and glue and bonds and stuff.. now i feel like getting a velcro suit and jumping into velcro thing.. like at mcdonalds.. i like playing in that cage with all the balls.. but then it is so dirty in there and stuff.. and mommy just awoke.. man.. i wanna get a headset now.. cuz i hate holding the phone up to my ear.. it hurts after a while.. then my ear gets all red.. i think imma go do something now.. my fingers hurt and everything else hurts too.. i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed.. i wonder why i never dream anymore.. it's weird.. maybe i do but i forget before i wake up.. blah........xP

today.. was ok.. it's christmas so it's great.. um.. ahnnah.. me.. yan.. becki.. kevin.. and some other guy.. i forget his name  went to palms and watched stuck on you or whatever.. they wouldn't let us in to watch that cuz they said we weren't 18 and so we just movie hopped.. that was the most boringest movie ever.. then after that we watched love don't cost a thing.. i guess it don't and yeah.. that was ok.. then we just hung out until like midnight.. and some security dude just walked up to us and asked us what are we doing and crap like that.. why does he care.. it's our business.. i guess he was worrying about curfew.. yep.. well.. tomorrow.. i go to camp.. come back like on monday? and then yeah.. its not gonna be that bad.. i like camp except for the fact last time my fingers were gonna be chopped off.. scary thought.. no more happy feeling.. frikkin everything is in the laundry and i just wanna go to sleep.. errggg.. i just feel like bringing a backpack or two.. and maybe not even a sleeping bag... it don't matter.. i like traveling light.. i don't even have any more gloves.. i forget where i put em.. ahh.. imma go to sleep.. good nights....zzz

ahh.. today was ok.. i woke up at like ten and played nhl hitz 2003 franchise mode again... just building my lil team.. i have a bunch of wimps on my team.. oh wells..  then i just stayed home until my dad came home.. ahnnah and i walked to um.. jack in the box... we both got a chicken thingy... sourdough or whatever.. then my mom came home and took us to the meadows mall.. we all shopped for the gayest things.. my sis was picking out some clothes.. she couldn't find anything.. i think my mom was being too much of a butt.. she said white and black isn't good on you ahnnah and so is stuff with stripes and yellow you can't wear and same with pink and baby blue.. i just thought.. how sad... and wtheck.. that is like all the colors.. well.. maybe.. and um.. then we went to jack in the box at 11pm cuz like nothing else was open.. then i got home.. bored like crazy... just sitting here.. and um.. writing.. i don't know crap about xanga... all i know how to do is make faces and write.. and yeah.. i need a song for my xanga.. i don't know how to do that either.. or suscribe and um.. i dunno how all these codes and crap work.. for the background and stuff.. so confusing... make it just plain and simple.. i think the funniest thing is in the one movie freaky friday where the mom is walking and the lil boy harry or whatever sees her crack.. and his face expression.. that is hecka funny.. that came to my mind when ahnnah was tryin to take a picture of me today.. and she said to look as retarded as i can so when ppl look at the picture she can say.. oh.. he doesn't always look like that.. he is just acting retarded.. how mean..  i like that face.. it seems satisfied.. just pleased. i like these faces.. they so funny.. and yeah.. that also reminds me of this one girl in my math class.. she is a tall white blond.. she says all this crap.. just plainless meaningless junk.. and she said the funniest thing one time.. she told me that when her mom sees a mexican.. she says.. get away from me poncho... how mean.. but how she said it was funny.. don't wanna say anything bad about you mexicans.. they cool..  and yeah.. at the mall i ate that ten stix pretzels thingy and um.. at jack and the box.. i yeah.. and um.. at um.. in and out.. i ate um.. same thing... as usual.. and got the same drink as usual.. for some reason... depending on what resturant i eat at.. i drink one thing.. like at mickey dees i drink sprite if i get a medium drink. and when i get a large i drink coke.. and at jack.. box.. i drink root beer.. no matter what size.. and same with in and out.. and at subway i drink raspberry iced tea.. and yeah.. more stuff.. im retarded... i like that face... dang.. mom always seems to be pissing these days.. when we were lil she didn't say anything.. but now even when she is talkin to us.. she yells... i think i am deaf now.. or maybe she thinks we are deaf so she talks louder.. what a retard..  and my dad.. he is so clowny.. one time i was sitting at the mall and he takes his fork with food on it and makes train noises.. choo choo.. chigga chik.. choo choo.. how embarassing..  and what makes it worse is that his face.. just because he has that weird look on his face when he smiles.. that makes the situation worse.. im glad i ain't him.. oh wells.. he cool in some way.. sometime.. yeah.. i watched the medallion and um.. it was kinda boring.. jack kissed some girl and it looked nasty cuz it's jackie.. you know.. eww.. but then she was cool.. well.. like i mean.. if i knew her in real life.. i would like her.. she is just cool.. like yeah.. dunno how to explain that.. its one more day til christmas.. its not gonna be all cheeerful like before.. cuz imma just spend it alone.. not really gonna do anything.. just yeah.. no tree.. no lights.. aren't we in the holiday spirit..  yesterday i got this gay haircut.. it is so short and i look like a i dunnno.. i look like a hecka lil boy.. oh wells.. i guess i already do look like one.. my mom is sending me to winter camp in a few days.. i don't like winter.. i don't really like snow.. cuz last time.. i was playing in the snow i almost had to get my fingers and toes cut off.. that thought still makes me shudder in terror.. :shuns: ahh.. oh wells.. maybe i just won't play with snow this year.. and another thing is that when ppl in the cabin puts their socks on the heater.. eww.. it smells.. and then our cabin smells all musty... i guess that is why we never have rats.. even tho some idiot always brings food.. we never have rats.. maybe being smelly isn't the worst thing.. for all we know.. being shot might be the best thing.. eh?  dang.. i just realized that i have a book report to do.. i don't understand why they make us do stupid things like taht.. when do we ever need to know proper grammar in the future.. everyone talks all weird nowadays anyways.. i mean.. look at the adults.. they can hardly say your name properly.. ever heard of sound it out.. and plus.. ppl don't care if you have horrible grammar in your report for an application.. for a job.. they only look at why you are best for this job.. when they read.. they read all jacked up anyways.. oh.. yes.. he is good for that job 'cuz.. he is one of a kind and that is all that matters.. and i want this that job... or something.. that is how everyone talks now uhhh days.. get what i mean.. oh wells.. school i will never understand.. it don't really help ever.. the stupid ppl are the ones who have to build the society and the rich smart lazy ppl just sit around.. the poor ppl are the backbones of this generation.. its the rich smart ppl who are always tearing it down.. what idiots... dang.. i feel like just falling and just sleeping right now.. i feel so dead.. my body parts don't move on it's own anymore.. dang.. now i keep think ing of the snow.. i look at my fingers and toes... i treasure them now... at the same time... i think of how disgusting they are.. fungus.. eww.. and frikkin winter break.. its ok.. cuz we get school off... but after like a couple of weeks.. things start to get boring and you just feel like going back to school.. i hate that... dang.. i have to pee.. frikkin i hate how the teachers never let you go during class.. why do they care.. they get paid even if they don't teach us anything anyways.. and hte frikkin principal.. that is the hardest job out of being a teacher.. a dean.. and all htat other skoo things.. prinicipal is like the highest position yet the principal just sits there.. what idiots.. see.. exactly like i said.. the stupid ppl are the workers and the smart ppl just tear things down.. oh wells.. life is life.. doesn't anyone ever just wonder why we are living here.. don't anyone ever think of how they got here and sometimes why they feel the way that they do.. i always wonder.. but now i know.. sometimes i feel like just jumping off the talllest building screaming.. saying blah blah blah.. it's fun.. i always wanted to do it.. and i'll be saying... God save my sorrry butt.. oh wells.. i would never actually go commit suicide but then i would want to jump off a building and not pee my pants before i hit the bottom.. i always imagined that if i went bungee jumping or sky diving.. i would pee my pants before i hit the bottom.. what a scary thought.. but sometimes.. it's a good feeling.. i remember when i peed my pants.. and it was all warm.. and when it was cold like in a swimming pool.. the pee would be all warm and refresh myself.. it would make meee feel good.. and content... and relieved.. well.. not really... i don't really like the pool but yeah.. that would be fun.. i always wanted to just poop in my pants again.. and not have to actually go to the bathroom and go wipe.. i miss havin all that done for me.. and plus.. i miss the feeling.. when the poop would go all up against your body.. it would feel nice..  yeah.. all those faces express that feeling.. ahh.. i would like to feel relieved.. and content.. and happy.. and just relaxed.. once more.. without any stress or nothing.. so yeah.. i think one of the best feelings is putting your feet in jello and squishing it around after you've been through a long day and your feet hurt and they are just warm.. i never actually put did that before but just thinking about that makes me feel relieved..  yeah.. and jelloo.. oohh.. what a nice word.. and same with jiggalee.. that is a funny word too.. ahh.. my stupidity.. and crack.. what a funny word.. since crack reminds me of butt... i think it's funny.. i feel so tired.. i just wanna sleep.. but i have to take out my contacts.. i left them in for about 5 days.. my eyes hurt.. i like rubbing my eyes.. it feels nice yet when they start hurting i rub them harder.. im stupid.. it feels kinda good tho.. after a while.. imma go to sleep.. my eyes hurt.. and i just yawned.. i have to pay attention to wat my body thinks.. so imma listen to it and go to sleep.. nighty nights.. zzz.....zzzz......zz

whoahoho.. today was kinda fun.. frikkin in ancient greece and rome.. we watched freaky friday.. i think that movie was stupid.. but ahnnah laughed during it.. did she get her sense of humor back? anyways.. yeah.. and in gayography we watched fiddler on the roof... some gay musical.. wtcrap is up with that.. oh wells... frikkin mrs. wine stine took a cruise to hawaii... she going snorkeling or scuba diving.. or whatever.. she don't need to swim.. she prolly float..  yea.. and in science...frikkin gay fag.. mr. lark.. we did thing this where we launched marshmallows.. and try to get it into a tub.. it was gay.. he is such a fag.. i was like a minute late to class after lunch and he locked me out.. so i just kept kicking the door.. and he said he didn't hear me.. then me and this kid walked around until the bell rang.. then he opened the door and said he didn't hear us kicking.. dang is he that old? ever heard of a hearing aid.. i swear to God he needs to just ughh.. anyways.. yeah.. everything was due this week.. how gay.. and um.. in algae bruhh.. we had a not party that no one was gonna come.. frikkin she such a math geek but cool.. she was all like.. two negatives equal a positive so we gonna have a party on.. um.. today.. and then we played music and that's all.. then we had to connect the dots.. i wasn't so good at that.. that took a me a long time..  in English we had to do this Elizabethan Era thing.. we had presentations.. some stupid group brought in so much food.. like the nasty stuff... wat idiots.. so desperate for extra credit.. then we have to read some hundred page play.. taming of the shrew.. what a fag story.. but then later we get to watch ten things i hate about you.. but it is hecka funny.. some bully draws a thingy on this guys face.. HAHAHAHAHAHA.. how messed up  dang.. i love these faces.. they so cool.. and today.. um.. um.. yeah.. um.. yeah.. i don't understand all this xanga crap.. all this suhscribe and crap and crap and this music putting on xanga crap.. all i know how to do is write an entry and make faces..  yea.. and um.. and um.. yesterday i went to my first middle skoo dance.. it was hecka gay.. we just walked around.. didn't dance at all whatsoever.. kinda embarassing.. they wouldn't let us leave either.. how gay.. we just talked but we couldn't really hear cuz they played some gay loud music... ahh.. i just remembered the best thing ever.. frikkin mr. lark lives like two blocks from me... i could go egg the crap out of his house.. and um.. yeah.. i forget which house is which... he is an idiot.. he was talkin to us about his family and everyone had the wtheck you high or something face on their face.. he got married? HAHAHA.. maybe he used his science geek brain waves to send a message to his wife saying.. marry me cuz you have to.. or something.. and um.. some kid today.. got punched in the face or whatever.. and today.. we were all messing around and i nutted joe so badly.. he walked funny after that.. that happened to me one time.. ahaha... but joe is pretty funny.. man... frikkin parents were being gay today.. they wouldn't let me go to the mall or go watch a movie or anything.. but ahnnah got to go..  yea.. and i got bored so i made one of them friend test thingys and um.. the highest score was a seventy or something but that was ahnnah.. maybe it was just too hard.. dongamuhjigger.. whoa.. never used that word before.. i wish i can make up my own language.. it would be fun.. im so bored.!!! for some reason my comp is being a butty.. it doesn't print colored pictures.. but it has colored ink.. wat the crap.. and um.. p.e. was ok today.. i missed every like all my shots but it's ok.. don't care anyways.. i hit some kid in the head with the ball today.. i felt bad.. but i missed.. man.. i so wanna watch bruce almighty now.. i haven't seent that yet.. i just realized.. dong.. gdjgajglgdjklgjklsdgfjklgsdklj.. yea.. i sometimes like doing that.. oh yeah.. i been craving to listen to this one song.. we always hear it at crystal palace or something.. the chicken dance song.. i barely know how to do that.. duh duh duh duh duh duh duh.. duh duh duh duh duh duh duh.. duh duh duh duhhh duh duh (clap) (clap) (clap) (clap) something like that.. that song is funny..  eww.. that is a funny word.. ahahahaha.. hee hee.. dang.. this towel smells like stale doritos.. hey.. i like that word too.. hee hee hee.. stale.. chunky.. crispy? i dunno.. they all sound the same.. wtheck? xanga kung fu? what is that.. i was writing this entry and i saw a pop up.. xanga kung fu.. that is weird.. they come up with anything these days.. mommy is telling me to go to sleep when it is winter break... pshh.. whatever.. dongamuhjiggers.. oh yah.. jig uhh leeeh.. is a funny word also.. AHAHHAHAA  imma go take a lee tuh lee tuh nappy now.. goodduhhh nightsuh